as i sit here waiting for the fire to go out and my exhaustion to sink in, my mind's gone to those dark, dangerous places. the places where i feel like i'm going no where, fast. i feel lost and i'm starting to settle in the havoc. it's a loneliness i don't think i've ever let anyone truly see. sure, i may talk about feeling alone, but the depths of it... i don't think i've ever explained how deep in the pit of my aching body it sits. it feels like someone's reached up underneath my ribcage and grabbed a thick fist of my soul and while they drag it down into my stomach i choke and drown.
maybe that doesn't make any sense at all, feelings rarely do.
now there's fire everywhere and i wonder where you begin and i end?
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