i'm feeling tired, and this time it's not just because the clock has reached single digits again for yet another night in a row. i was doing so well, being happy with life, with everything. being on my own, alone and strong. but i've fallen victim to this stinging belief in that four letter word once again. it's amazing how easily i can be conned into believing that they're telling the truth. it's amazing how overwhelmed i become with the idea of love. he wasn't wonderful, he wasn't special or shockingly beautiful yet there was something to the boy who fed me all those sweet words. sweet.... lies.. that word still leaves a taste on my tongue as it leaves my mouth.
it doesn't matter how many times i've been hurt, how often i've been lied to, cheated, and conned. i know he's out there... somewhere.
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