i've had this dream stuck in the left side of my vision all day. it's strange, when i stop focusing on the present and what's in front of me, i can see bits and pieces of it. almost as if my peripheral vision is another world entirely. i remember this overwhelming warmth that i felt; this glad disposition. but i can't quite place it. i'm not sure what really happened, i just know that it was good. that somewhere inside of my unconscious i know what happy really feels like. i'm not saying i'm unhappy i'm just comfortable, like i've settled at the bottom of this adventurous life i should be challenging myself to. it's some sort of lull i've reached a few years ago. i need change. i need passion.
i'm still searching for something i haven't found.
I feel like I can relate to this.
ReplyDeleteThere's nothing wrong with mediocrity, but it's just so mediocre.
Give me adventure/passion any day.