i wanted him because he didn't make my heart flutter, and his words were simply a dime a dozen.
i wanted him for his smile and his eyes and the way he brushed the hair from his face because, to me, it was all unremarkable.
i wanted something that wouldn't send shivers up and down my spine.
i wanted someone whose words made me smirk and then dissipated just as quickly.
i wanted someone i wouldn't want to hold onto, so that when he left, i left.
i wanted him because i knew he couldn't make me cry because no matter what he did,
he wasn't you.
he would never have my heart and i knew that the second he said my name.
I love this post, because it makes me feel something.
ReplyDeleteI hope it hasn't cost you too much.
Would you mind terribly if I used your words as part of a drawing/painting?
So well written...
ReplyDeletewould want to ask...at the end..why was he wanted then?
@the Dreamer you, my dear, may do whatever you so please with my words =] i know it will be absolutely beautiful! all i ask is that i see it. lol
ReplyDelete@Aman i wanted something that wouldn't leave a permanent scar. i wanted someone that would make me forget why i hurt.