the way you wish for me to be involved in all your shortcomings is not the same way i feel. i don't want you involved when things go wrong. i don't want to tell you or explain it or have you here at my weakest moments. i want to deal with these things myself, because they are mine. don't get me wrong, i ask for help when things get too hard but that's something very different than sharing your life with someone. i just want my life to be mine, i'm young yet, i can be selfish about those things.
this isn't because of you, or some spiteful manner, this is because of who i am and how i function. you can be in my life and you can be a part of my life, but my life is not your's to share.
such honestly i never had the audacity to utter.
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exactly.
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