i can't help it i don't think. i don't do it to be harmful or to be mean but i've used that four letter word before. not for gain or for spite, just...because. i just don't understand the feeling i guess. i can say the words, and i can love you like she seems to love him, but i just don't believe that's really love.
they fight, they fight in a way that i think shouldn't happen when you're in love. not that love is perfect, not that love changes everything. but just in the way that i don't believe you have to fly off the handle to make the other person understand when something's wrong. this feels like a bit of a rambling, and maybe it is. but i think that love has to be... not like them. it shouldn't be who's right and who's wrong and it shouldn't be up and down constantly. you can't hate him and then love him the next day, no, that feels wrong to me.
"and i kissed you like i loved you because i wanted what they have."
that's how it's going to be isn't it?
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