i suppose this place would be better than any other.. after watching this most beautiful video i got to thinking... what's my secret? my one true, deep, dark secret that i keep buried?
i pray every night that i grow old. old and flabby and full of wrinkles. i want my hair to gray and my body to slow gracefully.
i listen to the women i help at work complain about their hair graying and their bodies changing, but more than anything it's what i want. i'm not saying i want to rush the here and now.. but to grow old.. to do something that so many people in my family have failed against all their will to do.
i think age is something beautiful and although i don't fear death, i won't greet it with open arms before my time.
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