i never noticed it, not until i tried to point it out to someone else.
it's my signature sentence: "he was a dick... actually he was a really nice guy, he was just a dick to me."
i must bring it out in people. it's sickening. exhausting.
i could rattle off stories about every guy i've ever been with. that one thing they did that started a spark of disaster that set off a never ending fire.
am i stronger? yes.
does that make the pain hurt any less? no.
ahh, how true this is
ReplyDeleteOur love life timelines are similar.
ReplyDeleteYou're the one writing the anon comments on I wrote this for you and the response is from someone you dont even know. I receive the backlash. I cry at night because someone thinks I wrote what you wrote. Someone doesn't trust me anymore because they think I wrote what you wrote. If you were hit with hatred on your blog last winter, that was from someone you dont even know thinking you were me. This has been going on for way too long, it's taken all of the joy out blog reading for me, I've lost sleep and gained another source of stress. If you could stop anonymously commenting, my life would be normal again. Thank you.
This absolutely breaks my heart. Although your signature makes me weary to think this isn't true. If it is, I am so sorry to bring you any sort of pain, and if you would like me to speak to them as myself, I will. I cannot post on this blog who I am, as I'm sure you understand and IWTFY is my outlet. I can help you, if you'll let me.
DeleteI wish to continue this and perhaps help you out, please email me: cartographerofyou@hotmail.com i know this is asking a lot, but it was strange to me that you picked the 23rd to comment on, as it is actually my birthday. i'm a fate kind of person, so i think there is a point to all of this and i'd like figure out what it is.
Deletei hope to hear from you,
The Cartographer