Friday, January 25, 2013

Am I Losing My Mind when I'm Telling You I was an Accident? I've got to do Something Quick.

i am not lost. 

just because i am not doing things the way you did them, the way the world does them, that doesn't make me lost. it doesn't make me troubled or going in the wrong direction. i am not doing this as a cry for attention or to beg for you to show me what to be. i know who i want to be. moreover, i know who i am and where i want to end up.

i've always thought that maybe my brain didn't work exactly like all the others. and for the longest time i tried to cover my tracks and follow some sort of form for the way everything must be done. maybe it's time i stopped doing that. maybe i should do things in my order, my own way. stop fearing for my good reputation.

okay, so maybe i don't know exactly what i'm doing. perhaps i'm walking around in the dark with my arms outstretched, praying that i stumble across the right path.

...because maybe it's not all about getting out, maybe it's about the things you stumble upon along the way.

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