This is the Starting of My Greatest Fear, I'm all Packed up and getting Out of Here and then You Call and Tell Me Not to Go..

i've never been sure of how to speak up. how to say something before it's too late and usually that bites me in the ass..

our circumstance isn't right. it's not that we're dating other people or anything but it's just so complicated... i can't believe that love has been this complicated for so long. when did it become so challenging to speak up and express yourself? when did words seem to not be enough and just make everything worse? if this had always been going on, no one would have ever admitted to love and fallen in the first place.
how do you say something when you're so sure it will ruin everything? how do you live with the "what if's" if you choose not to?
maybe it's too soon, maybe it's not right. but maybe he's just as scared as i am.